02 November 2013

costumes and face paint

October 31st:
Rain today, only the second rainfall we've gotten this month. Grey clouds roll across the sky, and drops splash against my window, darken the asphalt. When the clouds lift, the mountains are pale with a new sprinkling of snow. In the afternoon, sunlight flashes golden beneath the clouds, brightening the swirls of leaves on yards and streets. I run through the dappled sunlight up Mount Sentinel, whose tawny grasses gleam copper. Beneath me, the city stretches out, streets dotted with bare-branched trees, though some yellow leaves still brighten the landscape. My shadow falls black against the gilded hillside, chasing me as I run back down the mountain.

In the neighborhoods, families are already beginning to make the rounds. Small children dressed as pumpkins and princesses, superheroes and celebrities, carry bags, buckets, or pillowcases, their parents standing back on the sidewalk as the children run forward to ring one doorbell after another. At one house, a father kneels down on his front steps, matches in hand, lighting candles for the jack-o-lanterns. I pass houses with spiderwebs tangled in tree branches, skeletons hanging on the door, or gravestones in the front yard, hear delighted shrieks and laughter, watch the streets come alive. I wonder at this strange holiday, when so many of us wander through our neighborhoods, reveling in our and each other's creativity, putting on another identity for an evening, knocking on the doors of people we don't know, receiving gifts. I wish we did this more often.

November 1st:
It's First Friday in Missoula, which means that hundreds (thousands?) of people are out and about downtown, exploring galleries, admiring art work, drinking free wine. We decide to dress up (it's still practically Halloween, after all), and wander on down. It's still early in the evening, and we are nearly the only ones dressed up, but people are appreciative, especially of my father-in-law Bill, who is wearing a spectacular Gandalf costume. A little girl dressed as a ladybug points at us and laughs. A group of college students hoot and holler from across the street, and one young man runs across to us, shouting, "Thank you for saving Middle Earth!" and urges malted milk balls on us in gratitude. A bus full of costumed people drives by, and they reach out their hands to give us high fives. One couple is convinced that Bill is Jesus, despite his long, white-haired wig and beard and tall, pointed hat. At the Naturalist's Mercantile I get my face painted--flowers and green curlicues and leaves and glitter--and leave feeling like an elf or a wood nymph.

November 2nd:
We walk downtown because it's el Día de los Muertos, the Day of the Dead, and it's one of Missoula's best parades. Dusk falls as we walk up Higgins, and I can hear a band starting to play at the far end. While we wait, I watch the streetlights change from green to yellow to red, over and over again, casting their shifting light over the warmly-bundled crowds lining the streets. Then, appearing out of the night, come huge black-and-white painted banners, raised high, of skeletons and spiders and roses. Then three gradeschool girls whirling glow-in-the-dark hula hoops around their middles as they walk slowly down the street. Jugglers tossing glowing clubs. A huge metal cart with six-foot-high wheels with white roses on the spokes, pulled by a man dressed as some black bird of prey with a wicked curved beak, and sitting atop the cart, a woman in a flowing dress, holding a long stick that she uses to teasingly prod the cart-puller as the crowd laughs.

It begins to rain, a drizzle at first, then harder, and umbrellas bloom up and down the street, but the parade continues without hesitation: a Chinese dragon, with a huge, brightly-colored papier-mâché head and a dozen or more bright papier-mâché body segments, snaking its way back and forth down the street. A large group of dancing, snazzily-dressed men and women--top hats, black suits, flowing black gowns--their faces painted like skulls, white and black and red. They carry a sign: the Dead Debutantes. School groups come by, with children of all ages holding large circles of paper decorated with colorful, painted pictures. One father holds the paper circle over his child, shielding her from the rain. A couple of women pass out blood-red carnations to the crowd; a man gives out soft white bakery rolls in crinkling paper bags; later, a girl hands out small white sugar skulls. A high school band moves into view, all the students dressed in white shirts and dark pants, with painted-skull faces, the paint smearing a little in the rain. The music stops; they pause in front of us, and in the silence the several rows of students ahead of the marching band begin a synchronized dance: back and forth, side to side, jump! Swing the hips, turn around, sway, feet shuffling and tapping against the asphalt. Pause. Breathe.  As we begin to clap a rousing march sounds from the band, the brasses playing out triumphantly, and the tapping feet move forward and away.

The rain glints beneath the streetlights, and I feel a few drops trickling down my collar. To the west, the sky is clearing, and the last hint of light paints the horizon a deep blue-green. As the marching band, the last act, moves down the street toward the dance party in Caras Park, the crowd begins to disperse; we say goodbye to our friends as the rain lightens, lightens, and stops, and we walk home through the cool damp air, hearing the continued celebration and revelry in the distance.

29 September 2013

first frost, morning run

I hear the rain pattering on the roof during the night, know I will wake up to a grey fall morning. When my alarm buzzes me awake, I venture from my warm bed and shiver into my running gear, opting for the full-length leggings, as well as headband and gloves, then step out my back door into the chilly damp air. The rain has stopped, and there are hints of blue sky in the northwest, though fog has settled in the valley’s crevices. We had our first fall frost last night, but our backyard, protected on all sides by fences or plants, is a little micro-climate—the air near the ground stayed just above freezing, and even our heat-loving pepper plants made it through the night. But our most enthusiastic squash plant, the one that climbed up and over the lilac bushes and dragged them down with the weight of its tea-kettle-sized fruits, did not fare so well; its huge leaves are drooping and withered.

I run my now-familiar route—east down our alley, across Park Street, down the alley behind the fire station, instinctively avoiding the larger stones underfoot and the rain-laden bushes that reach out, dripping water. My breath condenses in the air. East on Burlington. South on Thames, east down the alley that comes out behind Dairy Queen. Long lines of traffic roll down Higgins, but the cars stop for me almost instantly today, and I barely have to pause before dashing across, faster than my usual pace. By now I’ve settled into my breathing pattern—breathe in, one-two, breathe out, one-two, breathe in . . . breathe out . . . . This has become my favorite (and hardest-won) part of running, this ability to breathe easily, not gasping, my lungs smoothly drawing the air in and out as my legs propel me forward.

I continue zigzagging my way east and south, down streets and through alleys, hearing the occasional staccato bark of a dog defending its territory, leaping over a puddle here, around a muddy patch there. I turn east once more, onto Sussex, running down a block that lacks boulevard trees and reminds me of the wide streets in the town of my childhood. Just a few blocks ahead rises Mount Sentinel, its outline barely emerging from the swirling pale fog. Its shape darkens, solidifies, as I run closer, and I am, as always, surprised by how high it looms above me, the strength of its presence.

South again, across South Avenue, and up the Sentinel trail above the golf course. It’s steep, and I slow to a brisk walk, pulling the air deep into my lungs, feeling the stretch of calves and quads and hamstrings. When I reach the gate that marks the end of the private land, I pause, as always, to look out over the city. Thick fog pours into the valley from Hellgate Canyon, covering most of the university neighborhood and trickling west, though most of Missoula is clear. Up the slope to the horizon, the tawny autumn grasses are covered with a fuzzy layer of frost. To the west, Lolo peak is invisible behind low blue-grey clouds. My eyes are drawn by a beam of morning light to the south that suddenly gilds a house set high on the hillside. For a brief, radiant moment, I am held by the fog, the frost, the sunlight.

Then the sun rises farther and the light falls past the house to the hills beyond, and I feel a drop of sweat trickle down my cheek and the cool-wet air against my skin. I turn, slowly, and the gravel crunches beneath my feet as I run back down the hill, descending into the fog.